Try and again

I keep coming for more.
A pain that is so - So useless.
I'm looking for something I won't find.
There is no God - There is no soul.
No compassion at all.

I'm out in the storm.
Keeps pouring down on me.
A flow that never stops - Never will - Never has.

I shouldn't go into the jaws of .
No more - No use - No use at all.
And...
try is all I do.
Try and again.